nocternal nights

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

nocternal nights can't seem to sleep. keep tossing and turning all night. i think about her every now and then. i miss her i guess. maybe i miss the moment being with her talking about nothing really. i realize i did miss out on alot of stuff, i guess being in prison does that to you. but i guess i makes you alittle colder and tougher on the inside. and meaner at the outsde when the moment calls for it. i never should have done this deed to sacrifice my on life for the ske for someone else. But then it turned out well. don't mind the ramblings just being a broken record again. little tipsy b 4 i hit the sack. my brain is saturated. too much of problem solving. geez what am i saying. just today, these women talk about thier boyriennds being two timing jerks. geezs just leave him and look for someone else. get your revenge (well not advisable) and move on. so complicated. aaaahhhh!